I am in love.
I am in love with you.
I want you to know.
I cant live without you. The thought of not seeing you makes my heart stop. You have rooted yourself so deep into my heart. And I cant stop myself from loving you. What can I do? No one has ever made me feel this way. I know its love. I know its not the bullshit high school love. Its real.
What would you do if I sent this letter to you?
Would you hate me?
Just thinking of that kills me inside.
Thats how much I love you.
Im sorry.
I didnt mean for my love to go this far. I had no idea. And now that I have realized my love all I can think about it how much I love you.
I wanna tell the world! I wanna tell John to go fuck himself and have you all to myself. I want you Teresa.
Because I cant tell you how I feel I have to write all my feelings down in a blog. A fucking blog. For people who dont even know me to read.
They know I love you Teresa.
I dont know how to control my love.
I need it to stop.
Your my everything.
I love you.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!
~P.
